L I Y A N A' S . T H O U G H T S

_______________________________________Monday, March 21, 2005
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The whole week has passed.

Mood: Super duper triluper Tired.. [I've tried saying 'tired' many many times and ended up saying it as 'tie-red']

The last time I wrote in here beside the Birthday wish to Nisha was over a week ago. Since then I have met many new people. Namely Djas. Hahaha.. So sleepy I get when I talk to you and I still can't believe you call me Polar Bear.

So here's what I did the last week..

Saturday:
I didn't go to SIA sports club today cos Cik Dah had a minor Op 2 days back. I got up late and had the decency to chat and be even later to give tuition. Anyway, since its the March Holidays, I didnt have the heart to give them much homework cos I want them to have a childhood. Let them run along the masses of mazes of HDB void decks, playing hide and seek and their roller blades.

Sunday:
Would you believe it that I can't remember what I did today? I think I slept but i'm missing some things. My memory prolly.

Monday:
ok well I remember I met Fadh today. And we borrowed books and had dinner and then we hung out at the park getting teary eyed and stuff like that. Why I was teary eyed was I was supposed to go to Sentosa with AL and Thy Menjengz but was tied to class and I can get out. I was feeling so shitty I cried so hard and then Fadh laughed at me. haiz.. but he said its gonna be alright. But I miss them so much.. Anyways, He get to go home and uhm... I told him I wanted to take lotsa walks this week. after that, I'm lost again. i can't remember what's next.

Tuesday:
I had a terrible day today. Fought with ika even before I went out to meet Fadh. The argument caused me to lose my bearing, my emotions, my cool, my time, my tears and everything else that keeps me sane. I was super late and that made Fadh lose his temper on me. I cried all the way today. Was so leaky that I hate being me. But thanks to him, he cheered me up good. Robots is a great cheerer upper. hehhe. And he gave me tasks to busy myself instead of feeling down abt ika. He made me sew his shirts, pay his bills and make him a bead chain. Am I becoming his Personal assistant? I came home smiling but puffy eyed.

Wednesday:
I had a driving lesson today. Been awhile since I drove so, I was a lil rusty. But I did well, if I say so myself. And I did so many turns that I'm begining to have a headache. I don't know but I got a little jittery. maybe there is a flu coming. I can feel it in my bones. I did the payment of the bills, reached home and went kaputz in bed. I was supposed to go for my run but I guess my bones or my body was too beaten up with work and stuff. I woke up at 10 to watch CSI and had to convince Djas that I'm ok going out tmr. I wasnt feeling really down or anything jus that I felt lethargic. I'll soon cheer up. dun worry, be happy. [I know why I'm so sad... cos Nish, Fiza, Man, Ratib, Im, Fir and Salleh are going to KL.. the trip that I;m supposed to follow.. I don't get to celebrate Nish's bday with her.. :( so sad.. so sad..]

Thursday:
I had a morning call from Nish before they depart. Bid them safe journey and that they enjoy themselves. She in return told me and Fad to behave. wahaha.. like as if we are that mischevious.. anyways, I finished work super fast today, managed to squeeze thru some housework too and got ready for the date at 5 but I was a lil late cos my monthly gf came unexpected. I psyched myself up so I won't be a wet blanket. And the day was amazingly great. Boogeyman was very slow but it did scared me.. and the walk along esplanade.. was refreshing. hahahah Beetles are playing in my head.. na nana nanana nanana Hey Jude... Wheepee! Oh and sent an SMS to Nish. Hope they having a blast. [saw that they having a mini raggae gig on fri and sat..]

Friday:
Today's Nish's bday. Getting old already eh ma'am? hahhahaha. I had my lessons today. I was super kanchiong today cos the instructor who looks like a Beng but speaks like a mat.. that is so wrong. Anyways, after a few rounds in the circuit, he said we gonna drive out. And I thought, Ok.. been out before in the industrial park.. would be easy. But I was so wrong. He directed me to the residential places and so I panicked. The cars!! they were fast! and we kept turing left and left and changing gears and negotiating wide and narrow bends, merge roads and stuff like that.. I was practically shaking at the steering wheel. and Micheal, the instrutor, couldn't help but laugh at me and say things like,' relax ar beb' and 'dun kanchiong.. I'm here to protect u' duh!! there wer monsters such as the dump truck that roars by my side. I didn't know why but I kinda let go of the steering wheel and braked. hahhahahahahha My head is a mess.. In the end, i giggled at myself and started doing a 60 on normal roads. but it was an adrenalin rush and I didn't know driving can be so tiring.
So after the lesson I stopped over at City hall to get some stuff like beads, screws and the likes. I have a project due.. When I reached home, I became super maid again. Got everything done from kitchen and living room. Dead tired and fell asleep again.

Saturday:
I cancelled my tuition today cos they wanted to go to the zoo.. so I did the laundry and mopped twice. it jus seems so sticky or something. I was so tired and beginning to feel down when Fadh asked me out. He get to have night's out so he said he accompany me to the Raggae performance. aaaw thats so sweet. I didn't realise he pay attention to what I say. But I didn't really enjoy the performance. The sound was kinda muddled and there were people that didnt understand raggae i think.. it turned out to be a mat fest. Raggae dance is when u feel the sounds in your body and move to the beat from side to side slowly.. but the mats and minahs were doing a dance that can only be catergorized as Ronggeng. WAahahHAhaklahahakhahah!! We left before Fishtank played cos we were actually falling asleep. So we head off home and kinda leaned on each other practically dead tired. Fell asleep in the taxi ride. I am down with the fever.. Slept like a rock at 4 am..

Sunday:
My mum went to work today cos there was a roadshow. I was shivering trying to keep warm and my dad woke me up for lunch at 10.. haiz.. had a few things my medcine and found out that someone stole my plants.. the bloody idiot dug thru the soil and took my fern... Bloody idiotic neighbours. If u really want it that bad, u could jus ask dumbass!! I would jolly well give u some. #%$% (@*!! the day has not ended and so many things has happened. haiz.. My ferns.. bloody idiot. May the green thumbed thief buy plenty of pesticides for his infected plants. pfft.

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posted by AimiLiyana 1:06 am

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