L I Y A N A' S . T H O U G H T S

_______________________________________Monday, October 03, 2005
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Sheesha high, Esteem low, Confidence boosted

Mood: Smokey Mixed Fruit and Rose-mint

I had a meeting at NAFA for the club I started aeons back. It was great seeing Lilah, Izh, Gaz, Sarah and the rest. I can see that a few problem still stayed from when I left. When I reached there, I came by the studio with Lilah and bumped into Bitchy Lecturer who cut short my stay in the school. I remember when I wrote this post:

I Quit
it says it all..
i have confirmed it
im sorry
but we will meet again soon

"I don't care if u become a famous abstract painter, but u cannot make it here."

I'll prove to u bitch.

For some polite manner that exist in her cells, she started the conversation with a nervous, 'Hi Amy.' It all happens with some shifty eye movements. So when the lift opens and we went in, her 'friendly' conversation continued about what I'm doing now. I told her I'm teaching, selling my pieces and a photographer. She gave me a high-eyebrow reaction, which i just take as shock, while still shifting around and being nervous or intimidated.. [I don't know which.]

'I'm impressed you are doing well after all that had happened. That's really good to know.'

Now that my pieces are selling and being a lens person for Bugeye Grafix, it actually boosted my confidence in life cos i get to see her eat her words. AND i get to witness for the first time ever, she looked really nervous. Stammering when she says hi and not meeting my gaze. and when she got off the lift, she stammered 'bye, Maybe I'll see you around.' Like real.

So where was the ominous presence that she once exuded where everyone cowers everytime she enters a room. Where all things that flew from her lips are law. Where insults are things that she dispense but now have to eat back, alone, when I'm around.

TAKE THAT!! Thats what I love about KARMA. What goes around, Comes around.

So back to the Club story, I get to meet a few of the first years. They are a rowdy bunch and some are just rude. Plain rude. But the rest were good. I get to talk to one of them.. Cute too. ahhahaha too bad he's too young.

So we showed them our activities and ended the presentation with dinner of spaghetti, seafood sandwich, chicken and fruit punch. After that, dessert was a SheeSha session at El-Sheikh. I smoked the Mixed Fruit and after the 3rd puff, I was high. dang.. So i stopped and jus enjoyed everyone's company.

As per normal, the service sucks but we kinda serviced ourselves, helping to the plain water and the charcoal. I brought my D70 so can you imagine the tonnes of pics we took? Esp with Luqman around. Many Many pics..

[Look it up in the Outings Album called Sheesha with Budak Nafa]

I ended the day, even though tired with Sentosa, then Sheesha... with a movie with my momma and bro. the movie surely rocks!! Love it man. just like Lock, Stock and two Smoking Barrels and Fightclub combined.

\Four Brothers/

posted by AimiLiyana 7:23 am

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Sheesha high, Esteem low, Confidence boosted

I Quit